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24 July 2008

9 Weeks and A Sono

Well today I am 9 weeks pregnant! Only 4 more to go to get out of the first trimester!!!!!!!!! And hopefully I can begin to enjoy this pregnancy! Right now I am not enjoying it and wonder why I got myself knocked up in the first place and contemplating this being my ONLY pregnancy! Too bad it isn't twins so I really could be done! HA! Mostly, I am just tired of the chronic nausea! It is relentless. I got these pregnancy pops on our little vacay in Colorado because I was desperately sick {side note: altitude and progesterone poisoning don't mix!!} and while they work I am SO TIRED of them! It is a catch 22 really.


But in good news we got to have a sonogram on Monday! I was having some trouble with spotting {a great way to scare this momma to be} so the doctor ordered a sono {praise God for a amazing, supportive doctor} and we got to see and hear the heartbeat which was the.most.AMAZING.sound.ever.  Our jelly bean actually looks like a little baby. Seeing our baby, just makes me believe in God and His awesomeness a bazillion times over. How can you not?!

Anyway, we got some pictures, but they are blurry and blob-like. It was so much clearer on the screen. I think I had WAY too much water in my system. I drank 60 ounces of water!!!!!! Ready for a wet your pants funny story?!

Background: I am 5'3" and 110#s my bladder is the size of a jelly bean anyway. I can drink 8oz of water and be full for the rest of the day. Anyway the sono was scheduled for 3p which didn't help because I had already been drinking throughout the day before drowning myself in 60oz of h2o! Apparently it is some "requirement" to drink all this liquid about 1-2 hours before your sono, so they can get a nice picture window into your uterus. I should have just trusted my insticts and just drank part of that, but I didn't want to be sent home or not get my sono that I guzzled every.last.drop.
Fast forward to sono time. I get in the car and I realize I  am about to wet my pants, no lie. I felt like a two year old learning to be potty trained. I was squeezing as tight as I could...pressure mounting with every tick tocking second.  I start screaming at Chad "I can't do this! I can't hold it!!!!!"  Chad is like what do you want me to do?!?! Note: we are not even 1/2 mile from home at this point.  We stop at the first gas station we see (like 1 mile from our house) and I get out and pee a little bit {do you know how hard that is to stop peeing when you are that full?! Yeah, hard.} just to alleviate the pressure. Then we get about 3 miles from that gas station and I start crying and screaming that I am going to wet my pants!!! We have to stop again! Chad asks "should we cancel it?" I said "NO! b/c I will just have to go through this again!" So I relieve myself a little more. Then we go another 7-10 miles (at this point we are 1 mile from the doctor's office) and we have to stop at a spangles for me to go again!!!! My kidneys were actually hurting...I seriously think I could have done some real bodily harm had I not stopped to pee all those times! I felt like I was poisoning myself with water! {That is a real thing you know.}

Finally, we arrive at the medical plaza and we check in; of course I am still dying. I look like I am IN LABOR as I pace around waiting to be called back and get this show on the road. I tried to find a bathroom but they were all in use or locked. As I was pacing I kept thinking how long are they going to make me wait?!??!! (It was only maybe 2 minutes, but when you have to pee that badly it feels like 2 hours!). I just wanted to pee again before we started, but then they called my name. Praise Jesus. Let's go.

When the tech saw me she said "if you are already breathing that hard you need to empty a cup!"  Never had I heard such beautiful words. HA! So I did thank God! and then we started the ultrasound. :)

After about 10 minutes she said I was still "too full" and needed to empty out 2 more cups or we wouldn't get any good pictures and measurements. What an ordeal! Next time I at least know NOT to drink that much 24oz should do the trick.

Even though it was rough I couldn't have been more happy to see a healthy little baby flickering around on that screen. Totally and completely worth every painstaking minute.



Oh and did I mention on top of all that we got a new puppy! How stupid are we!?!!? Better yet what kind of hormonal state was I in when I got "talked" into that decision?! HA! We planned on getting this pup to help ease the loneliness of our first baby (Tuck the poodle) which will work but this new pup is keeping me up ALL nite. Well starting at about 4a on. But he is worth it I guess..that or a practice run at motherhood. 

Me and Tobias Sebastian









14 July 2008

Second Month Pregnancy Reflection

The hardest thing for me to give up is:
coffee (sort of it makes me feel nauseous right now anyway)

This month I told:
Our family and a few close friends!

They reacted by:
They were all shocked and excited. My mother in law had the best reaction. I thought she was going to explode with joy!

This month at my prenatal visit I learned that:
I got to have my first sono! We got to see and hear the heartbeat! It was amazing!!!!!!!


New pregnancy symptoms I had this month:
"Morning" sickness, or as I like to refer to it as: progesterone "poisoning," Heartburn is kicking into full gear, headaches, bbs are getting more tender.

My hopes:
To hear the little heartbeat this month! To see and know everything is alright!


My fears:
Just terrified at the thought of being a parent! It is overwhelming some days!

06 July 2008

"Morning" Sickness aka Progesterone "Poisoning"

So I turned 6 weeks pregnant on July 3rd wasn't feeling too bad and then bam on the 4th I just felt so sick from like 3pm on! The worst part is that weekend we were on a family get away for my sisters birthdays. I wanted to ride rides so bad but instead I just sat on the sidelines watching and feeling sick! And it hasn't stopped. Correction: I DON'T FEEL SICK IN THE MORNING!! I actually am quite starving when I wake up, but an hour or so later I feel terrible. Yesterday I was reading this book "Girlfriends Guide to Pregnancy" (I totally recommend this book it is funny and gives you the "real" scoop on pregnancy from real women...not just what the doctor will tell you!) Anyway she said that they should really call it progesterone poisoning instead of morning sickness...which is I feel is SO TRUE! So that is what I will refer to it as! Anyway I am just ready for this phase to be over with...so perhaps I can enjoy my pregnancy more! I hope our next vacation next week goes better! I am terribly afraid I am going to feel worse!  

Taken at Chad's Mom's Wedding. We had just found out the day before. 
See the little halo behind us?! That's our baby! ;)

03 July 2008

6 Week Update

I am SO TIRED!
2008-06-29  (5 weeks)
I am now 5 weeks pregnant as of Thurs and I am exhausted! I haven't had a good nite's sleep for over a week now! Hopefully tonite will be the nite I can sleep like a log and all the way through the nite. I mean b/w listening to a dog snore and having to pee every hour it is a miracle I do get any rest at this point! Anyway we have told all of our family members now and everyone was shocked and very excited! We gave them all picture frames with our due date written on a scrapbook type page! We won't tell the world yet until I have my first "real" doctors appt. sometime at the end of July/early Aug. Plus I will be about 12 weeks by then anyway. Well, this is all I really have for now...to tired to even think or type straight!   


6 Weeks!
2008-07-03  (5 weeks)
Well I am 6 weeks pregnant today! I am really lucky that I don't have very many symptoms presenting themselves currently. Mostly just tired and some nausea but that comes and goes and it is never really bad. I am sure that I should be knocking on wood b/c I sure my time is coming! I just hope it waits until after all our vacations this month! Anyway being pregnant has been such an emotional rollercoaster! One minute I am up and excited and the next I am down and terrified something is wrong! All I can do is trust in God that everything will be alright and we will have a strong healthy baby in 34 more weeks! (doesn't sound very long when you put it in weeks!) I can't wait until the end of the month when we go in for our first u/s!! I just want to see and hear our baby's heartbeat and know everything is ok!  
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