Dying to tell people!

Today I called the Drs. for my blood test results! The promptly told me that those won't be in until 1130a today! I was like you are kidding the lab lady told me yesterday they would call me by the end of the day YESTERDAY! How frustrating! I am like 99.999% certain nothing is wrong and everything will check out ok but still give a girl a break. I figured the whole pregnancy thing would be the "easy" part after trying to get pregnant for so long, but it is actually harder. I am just always fretting that something will go wrong and I will lose our baby! I can't wait to hear the heartbeat. I think after that I will feel better?!?!? I know God is in control and that He is watching over our little jelly bean but still it is so scary caring and growing for another life! Plus on top of ALL that I can't even tell anyone yet! I think I am going to get into the car today and drive over and tell my mom! I just want to talk to someone anyone about it. One of my friends from HS is pregnant too and we are only two weeks apart evidently according to our EDDs. I almost broke down and told her just to have someone to tell, but I didn't! I just can't keep this secret anymore! Chad wants to wait to tell people/families in case something happens, but I feel like the more ppl we have praying for us the better and then the more familial support we will have if something were to happen! Other than that I feel pretty good. Really tired lately! I feel like sleeping all day every day, unfortunately I can't do that all day!